There are seasons that pass quietly, and then there are the ones I feel completely present for. Like I’m there, witnessing every shift. Every change in the foliage. Every new smell in the air.

This winter was one of those seasons—mostly because it felt as though it never fully arrived.

The rain came in soft intervals, settling into the ground and turning everything moss and clover coated. And then, just as quickly, it would lift. Replaced by warmth that didn’t quite belong to the season, even here in Southern California.

Mornings felt held by winter’s grasp, but by afternoon, it was something else entirely.

Warm. Sun drenched.

This body of work was created inside that rhythm. Not quite the colors I normally gravitate toward in winter. Not quite full fledged spring.

The palette followed instinct more than intention. I often try to plan colors and ideas I want to explore, but once I begin painting, it tends to fall away.

The tones were warmer than expected. My usual earthy hues, slightly moody, yet still holding something light. A muted chartreuse and butter yellow began to appear again and again. They became the colors that brought everything together…softening deeper rusts while still grounding the lighter fields of pigment.

It wasn’t something I set out to use. Like most things in my process, it simply felt right. Intuative.

Each piece was built slowly.

Rather than working on several at once, I completed one at a time. Moving layers of pigment and water across raw surface. Letting it settle, resist, absorb, flow.

Allowing myself to be completely submerged in one painting before moving onto the next.

As I painted, certain colors would hold their original hue. Others would disappear entirely and need to be reapplied, softening layers gently into one another.

There’s a patience required in this process. Allowing the material to respond in its own way and letting myself act as more of a guide than a force.

To watch something emerge with curiosity, then step back.

And always staying open to change, because that is truly the only constant.

Colors will inevitably dry differently. Canvas isn’t woven to perfection. Brushes leave unintentional marks. I spill. I use more water than I intended. I make gestures that don’t always feel right.

The paintings carry this rhythm.

An imperfection. A humanness. Movement. Impulse.

They are not static. They hold memory and energy beneath the surface, even in stillness.

Most of all, this work carries the energy of a winter that felt like it never fully arrived. Days that held both rain and sun. Cold and warmth.

A sense of something shifting forward before its time.

These works are meant to be lived with. Something that continues to unfold.

The colors change with the light and the textures around them. The layers reveal themselves slowly.

Over time, they feel less like something placed, and more like something that was always meant to be there.

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'Warm Winter'